~iLUSTblood

Have you ever been so free feeling that it feels like you can see everything happening before you but you don't really care what happens? I love this feeling now. I have friends at my school and I have a boy friend, but all the things that used to bother me about everyone doesn't seem to touch me anymore. Call me strange but I don't seem to get upset about anyone who gets mad @ me or talks behind my back. It feels like when "drama" happens around me and everyone is giving me they're input, I like to listen and help, but I don't see the need to get into it. It feels so good to just not be a part of it all. Just to watch and help when it's needed.
So pretty much now, when someone trys to tell me who to act like or who to not act like I don't listen n e more. I waer what's in my closet if I like it and I listen to the Beatles AND Otep...I can have fun doing both! I love nature but I also feel peaceful in a night joint w/ sweaty ppl all around me w/ Ramstien pounding in my ears...I am who I like and don't like, and who ever doesn't like that about me, can make it a part of them...